''YOU MAKE ME CRY AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT FOR THIS TIME I CAN'T STOP IT AS USUAL AND IT CAMES UP FOR NON-STOP JUST BECAUSE OF YOU..YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE MOST IS MYSELF SO MUCH BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU AND IT MAKES ME MORE SUFFER THEN YOU CAN IMAGINE.YOU LET ME DOWN FOR SO MANY TIMES.YOU NEGLECT ME OVER AND OVER AND NOW HOW I WISH I CAN HATE YOU DAMN MUCH BUT I CAN'T..YOU DISSAPPOINTED ME FOR MANY TIMES..JUST PLEASE GO!! FOR THIS TIME PLEASE GO!!!!! AND PLEASE DONT ASK ME WHY..I'M NOT YOUR PUPPET EITHER YOUR DOLL BOY..SO PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR NAME IN MY LIFE ANYMORE!!!...I'M CRYING SO MUCH BECAUSE WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND WHAT ARE YOU DONE TO MY LIFE..YOU RUIN MY LIFE!!..UGH!! IT MAKES ME REALIZE I WAS A FOOLISH GIRL IN THE WORLD TO BE FRIEND WITH YOU AGAIN..YOU MAKE ME HURT DAMN MUCH BOY AND I''LL MAKE SURE YOU REGRETS SO MUCH BECAUSE LET ME DOWN AND LEAVE ME BEHIND YOUR BACK!! PLEASE GO! BOTH OF YOU PLEASE GO!
Bismilahirahmanirahim.. Akhirnya aku kembali menaip. Bukan senang nak cari and kumpul idea nak menulis then bagi orang baca. Bukan senang. Kita nak kena tapis dulu ada tak yang typo atau dengar macam pelik-pelik. Lagipown hidup aku sekarang nie macam bosan. Menjalani kehidupan lifeless. Bangun pagi breakfast then do the chores. Buat lunch family watching televison and eating and reading a lot and a lot. Dengar lagu buka internet layan Facebook layan Twitter, blogging and reblog the Tumblr and check email. Sesekali jerk keluar lepak dengan kawan-kawan. Kongsi sana sini tapi masa kebanyakkan dihabiskan dalam rumah sahaja. Bak kata omputih spent time with your family make life more precious. Precious sangat bila ayah sibuk kerja and mak and adik-adik baca novel juga. End up aku golek-golek sorang-sorang dalam bilik macam orang gila. Event kenduri kahwin pon dah tak boleh ikut sebab alasan paling kukuh dah besar kan tak yah lah ikut buat malu jerk. Krik krik krik krik. Bila a...
hurmmmm bru gak cry..ohhh sedihnyaaa uhuhuhu
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