Pinky Promise!

Pinky promise!
ape 2..wondering~~~
nnnggeeeee~~~
pinky promise = its mean janji manis...its reminder me about someone that have been so mean to me long
                         time ago...
Long time ago????
i dont know..perhaps..
you know bloggie,i want my life full of joy n laughing wif my frendz..but how this situation appear suddenly..!
i'm wondering~~~
u know bloggie..
for sometimes i cry
for sometimes i sad
for sometimes i try
for sometimes i forgot
for sometimes i remember..
n for sometimes i miss that person..
i never wish i could be friends anymore with 'it'..
for so many memories that we have created in our life..
n this is possible i can deleted our moment together..
i try my best to smile.laugh and happy like nothing happen between us..
try harder in front of 'it'..
I'M TRYING U KNOW!!!...
but deep inside my heart i'm suffering~~~
i really want to say I MISS U DAMN MUCH!!
i want to get along with u like usual,,
share a story with u..
bit u like always,,,:)
but it can't happen again right u..
someone will be so frust...
and i dont want to get another 'cat and dog fighting'...or any kontroversi!!!

For one thing~~
i look u are really happy without me beside u..
perhaps...
thats all u want...
HONESTLY!!
i been try to make your heart feel very damn n sad like me but everytime i hurt u its like i hurting myself much2x more!!...
if u read this..i just want u to know..
X DE NIAT TERSEMBUNYI OKEY!!...
hey!
i'll not n never let my mind to forget u ok!
and right now!
my mind just talking to me that it have something to show u but can't express!!

A POEM FOR PINKY PROMISE!

YOU LOOK,
I WALK LIKE NOTHING HAVE BEEN HAPPEN,
I TALK LIKE U NEVER BE AROUND ME,
I SMILE LIKE U'RE DOESN'T EXIST,
I LAUGH LIKE THIS WORLD ARE MINE,
I ACT LIKE USUAL,
DID YOU LOOK,
IN DEEP IN MY HEART
IN DEEP IN MY EYES,AND
A SIGN OF MY BODY,
EVERYTIME I WALK ITS UNCOMFORTABLE,
EVERYTIME I TALK ITS USELESS,
EVERYTIME I SMILE ITS UGLY,
EVERYTIME I LAUGH ITS SOUND UNSEEMLY
EVERYTIME I ACT ITS STIFF..
I WISH U MAY SEE,
IN MY HEART I'M SUFFERING~~
IN MY EYES I'M CRYING~~
A SIGN OF MY BODY...
ITS SAY,
I DO WANT GET ALONG WITH YOU,
I DO REMEMBER YOU
AND I DO
MISS U!......

P/S: This poem suddenly i created when my mind miss u damn much!..perhaps!~~
       it will be more poem after this..for everyone information its just what i feel and i do express it by poem.
       For those who uncomfortable with this i just can say sorry!..its my blog and i do write poem if i feel
      something that i can't express it..sekian!
       To you that i mention in this poem..i just want u to know and if u doesn't like it i say sorry.Sincerely
      from my heart..it doesn't mean i;m hoping again it just a poem that what i feel now!...
      Up to you what u want to think..:)....